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The Iraq Option

Graduating from college, one always has options, some more enticing than others. I should already issue a correction: Unless your major studies were in the liberal arts and you did not have family connections, one always has options upon graduating from college, some more enticing than others. For me, one option was Iraq.

It was early 2003, and I was about to start the second semester of my graduate studies at the top school in the country for my program, the University of California at Berkeley. I was studying geotechnical engineering, and despite the fact that the economy was on the verge of exploding (in a positive way), engineering companies were hesitant in full-scale blanket hiring.

Enrollment in specialty graduate programs comes in waves. Typically during economic expansions marked by mass hiring, enrollment is low, and during economic recessions, marked by — at the very least — hiring freezes, enrollment is high. Two years after I graduated with a class of 25 (a relative high for the program historically), the school graduated a class of 8. School enrollment, especially voluntary enrollment like in graduate school, is directly related to national and global economic conditions, and it is routinely cyclical. Typically.

Job offers were not easy to come by for my class of twenty-five. When you were able to land an interview, you didn’t tell anyone else, because you were absolutely sure that they wouldn’t be reciprocating the courtesy. It was a fierce battle. Some of my classmates moved from the area chasing jobs. It was also the first time in more than a decade that companies didn’t pour-in through the front doors of the engineering building looking for talent, or that the professors’ phones weren’t off the hook with former colleagues looking for the next rising star, or so this is what our professors told us.

Instead of sorting through multitudes of offers, trading them with classmates like baseball cards, students had to fend for themselves. This led to a stressful last couple of months of school. It was custom for students to have jobs lined up in December, and now lining up a job for June was the most difficult assignment. This also served as a perfect example of free-market capitalism, forcing students to leverage their individual skills and political machinations, and also teaching not to spend too much energy on what may ultimately become a lost opportunity cost.

The invasion of Iraq began in March 2003, but the rumblings concerning the reconstruction, and the jobs that that would require, started much earlier. It was mid-January when I first got wind of the news. I had just returned from Buffalo, which I would not visit again for nearly six years, and my mouth was still sore. I had my wisdom teeth pulled while vacationing at home if only to ensure that the operation was covered by my parents’ insurance.

I was sitting in the computer lounge, surfing the internet for god knows what in the waning days of my final winter break, when a classmate informed that companies were looking to send engineers — hundreds of them — to Iraq to help re-build the country. Bechtel has a long history with the University, and they were one of the premier firms that were gearing up to land in Iraq once the short war was to be declared over. In what was to be the largest reconstruction project in the history of the world, San Francisco-based Bechtel was looking for engineers to send to the Middle East, especially young ones — those without families to care for, those that tend be take a little more risk in personal decision-making. You know, dumb college students. This is where I entered the equation.

The rumored offers were enticing: $200k, tax-free, plus no expenses. Engineers would work, eat and sleep on a campus built by Bechtel (and presumably protected by the U.S. Army, although at that time, this wasn’t a concern since the U.S. would be welcomed with open arms as an occupying force). The deal was to work for two years and return home with $400k in your bank account. I seriously considered this offer. How could any sane person not?

My memories of this potential offer to work in Iraq came rushing back while reading Confessions of an Economic Hit Man. In his memoir, John Perkins labeled large engineering and construction firms as a guiding force behind the corporate push for global empire (for the exclusive benefit of the United States). On more than one occasion, he specifically mentions Bechtel, although Bechtel was not the only engineering firm looking for debt-ridden engineering students to send and re-build the Middle East.

The offer was ultimately not for me. At the time, I doubted my decision to not pursue it further — to at least set-up an interview — since it seemed to be the perfect answer in an effort to pile-up some cash. I had a pretty girlfriend that I wanted to keep. I really enjoyed living in California and didn’t want to leave. And yes, I was scared. Eating in a mess hall with other young engineers would have been fun, but forgoing common sense that this assignment would be in a war-torn country, surrounded by known (and unknown) enemies of the state — of the country that I represent — would have been illogical. I realized this then, and I still realize this now.

I played it safe instead, and took a job locally. It wasn’t the six figures that an Iraq field-trip promised, but I left school with the highest starting salary in my class, and that wasn’t anything to look upon with regret.

Iraq was an option, and not all options are equal. I could have had a unique once-in-a-lifetime experience. I could have been a foreign contractor with a bulls-eye on my back. I could have come home with a pile of cash and an appetite for land. I could have come home in a body-bag. I believe I made the right decision.

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billy joe bob

yo billy.
hows the desert?
im in davis mucking around on the i-net; "what, no
espn?"
i start work on the 9th of june at berti-lindquist.
i missed my lease deadline, looks like im staying in
bezerkely. emilia got a job offer, thinks she's going
to accept. the job is in the city. my job is in
moraga, just over the hill. sitar lives in nearby
orinda, going to stop by and say hello, ask the man a
few daunting questions, see what he knoes and what he
doesnt.
have fun in the british virgin isles (in my mind, the
british virgin islands are the "only" virgin islands.)
later,
jeff

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Ph.D. Preliminary Exam

Jeffrey:

I understand that you would like to take the Ph.D. Preliminary
Exam. Unfortunately, your GPA is currently below the minimum required for
admission to the Ph.D. program (i.e. min. of 3.50), and according to the
GeoEngineering Program policy, only students meeting the minimum GPA
criterion are eligible to take this exam.

From examining your record, your Fall semester GPA was 3.275, and I have
been able to check some of your Spring semester grades to see if you were
able to bring it above 3.5, and this does not appear possible, as I have
recently learned that you have earned an A- in 176, B+ in 270B, and B+ in
272. Your 270L grade is not completed yet.

I have personally heard much praise from faculty such as Professors Sitar
and Goodman about your tremendous talent and keen intellect. Many of us
were hoping that things would work out better this semester, but they did not.

We sincerely appreciate your interest in joining our Ph.D. program, and
this may be possible at some later date when the minimum GPA requirement is
met. However, at this time, you are not eligible to take the preliminary
exam.

If you have any questions about this matter, or would like to discuss it
with me further, please let me know. I hate telling you this via email,
but I wanted to be sure to get you this information before the holiday
weekend, so you did not have to end things early on Monday to get back to
Berkeley for the test.

Jon

______________________________________________________

Professor Jonathan D. Bray, Ph.D., P.E.
Department of Civil and Environmental Engineering
440 Davis Hall, MC 1710
UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA
Berkeley, CA 94720-1710
Tel: (510) 642-9843
Fax: (510) 642-7476
Email: bray@ce.berkeley.edu
______________________________________________________

I LOVE YOU

emilia,
i love u more and more every passing moment of every passing day.
u are absoultuely amazing in every imaginable way.
i am yours. forever and always.
u have my heart.
love,
jeffrey

i give u my onlyness
u give me ure tomorrow

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Re:

I need your touch. I need to touch you. I need your lips on mind. I need you.
Always. I love you.


-----Original Message-----
From: "Jeffrey Brett Wisniewski" <jbwisnie@ce.berkeley.edu>
Sent: Friday, November 15, 2002 2:42 PM
To: "emilia szczepankowska" <eszczepa@hotmail.com>
Subject: Re:

emilia babe:
i just got out of geology -- learned about arid environments, deserts,
death valley etc, very interesting, i asked prof when will water be in
death valley again, he said very long. i learn the most "practical" stuff
in this class.
autocad command -- hmm, i dont knoe, if u explain to me waht u were
actually doing, maybe i can help, but im not sure.
did u leave work early today? wang gave u some stuff to do, i never heard u
say that nam ebefore -- is that his last name?
i love u emilia,
i want to go home and sleep.
i will call u tonite, i listen to u and u tell me all about ure day, i love
u so much, i listen to u forever. so sweet. so cute, so lovely.
i love u emilia,
love,
jeffrey

ps, me glad u had good day at work, next week be good too lets hope.


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Quoting emilia szczepankowska <eszczepa@hotmail.com>:

>
> rey,
>
> it has been a rather good day at work today - i was very surprised.
> and i get to go home in a little bit.
>
> i hope ure lecture is tolerable - i love.
> i think about you all the time.
> all the time.
>
> i will talk to u later on tonight -
> :)
>
> your emilia

Re:

emilia babe:
i love u.
i cant wait for u to be here.
i understand work will be really slow, im sorry, i would bug the hell out
of wang for work (i think wang will be a better reference than john anyway,
i knoe u have a good repore with wang, but he understands ure position and
ure decision, he must have some work for u to do.)
i know john must be too spiteful to give u work at this point (i wonder
waht geoff told him in that mtg); and dont be upset or surprised that geoff
didnt ask u about ure workload, u would have done same thing in his
situation, hes looking at the future of his company.
and i finally realized waht u were getting at last night --- i agree, john
doesnt make that much, thats why he is such a bitter man. has keith said
anything to u about u leaving>
i hope u have a good second half of work, and u find something u can play
with, if not -- surf the net, look at jobs and such.
can u go to a site at all, like i suggested earlier. there must me some
site that needs an engineer to check on.
i love u emilia,
i miss u.
thank u for callng and talking to me, ure sweet voice has made my morning,
and thoughts of u and ure love make all my days. u are amazing.
maybe we go out tonite -- it thursday, we celebrate u quitting ure job.
i love u emilia.
i love u.
i see u soon.
i come home to u.
love,
jeffrey

here is article about strawberry creek:
http://www.dailycal.org/article.asp?id=10185

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Quoting emilia szczepankowska <eszczepa@hotmail.com>:

>
> hello,
>
> baby - this is a never ending couple of days.
> yuck.
>
> what fun activities do u suggest i engage in here, at work, for the next
>
> couple of days!
>
> i love you,
> lots,
> have a great thurs.
>
> missing you,
> emilia

jeff and emilia sitting in a tree

emilia love,
i just got back into davis, me going to try to finish groundwater, then
start, i wonder how ure day is going. waht are u working on? wang annoying
u?
i miss u emilia.
i love u.
how is the cut on ure knee, were u wearing ure sweats when u hit the glass,
or shorts, i kiss it better, i love u so much.
where are u? i need u here. now.
i love u,
have fun. its a secret.
love,
jeffy

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i’ve got u babe

emilia,
well i hope u had a great day of work, i have been missing u like crazy,
wehn do i see u again, huh, huh, well when is it babe?? im listening... im
waiting... huh? huh? well, when...?
i need to see u
i need to feel u
i need to be with u
my geology class will be real fun, we have three field trips, and possibly
an additional one thats only for "a few interested students" so i just
better be one of them, one of the field trips is a two-day trip to the
sierra nevada, our first trip is this saturday all around san francisco. we
are supposed to have several items for this class, a rock hammer, a hand
lense, pocket knife, and other items, which i dont have. very interesting
class. the professor, who is real famous, he wrote the textbook, is really
cool also.
on friday however the lab is scheduled, and i have that dmv appt. at 3:00,
and the lab starts at 1pm, so as long as i get out of there by 2:15 i will
be fine, i hope. the lab is for those who have no geology undergrad or
previous work, so i need to be there.
the two losers (greg and liz) are from ucla i found out and there gay ass
names are matt and ellen. the matt character i can not stand. whenever a
question is asked, he always gives her that look, u knoe one of those greg
or liz looks, like they are all that and people shouldnt ask questions,
mother fuckers. i hate those peoples, maybe becuase i am always asking dumb
questions.
i met a cool kid also in the geology class. his name is max. we'll see how
that turns out.
my geotech earthquake class was another gem. its tough taking the notes
though, and we need to read a lot of essays and articles on the side, that
have no bearing on the class really, but just to knoe waht has really been
studied and written. but thats true for all my classes, except groundwater.
i told my polski class professor about my situation. oh yea, i skpiied my
seminar today to make the class. afterwards i told him i can no longer make
wednesdays and tuesdays and thursdays i have a class that runs thirty
minutes in, and he started to give me that look and say, "well, we'll
see..." but i cut him off and just told him i am taking this class no
matter waht, wahtever i learn is waht i learn.
i did learn a few more words and phrases. we went over the alphabet a
couple times, im still not able to do it in front of the class, but with a
little more practice, maybe...
my supplementary soils class was today and was supposed to be an hour, but
it ran an additional thirty minutes, and i was starving since i skipped the
seminar, which has food, so from now on, i can eat there on wednesdays, but
afterwards i ran down to telegraph for pizza, and ran back for geology. the
class was supposed to cover mohr's circle and he did a great job covering
it, but i was getting frustrated as the class kept dragging on. one guy,
who apparently has worked in consulting the past few years, had trouble
reading the stress chart, which pissed me off. but then again, i was really
hungry.
well, i go home now. maybe u will surprise me by lying naked on our bed
when i get there and i can make sweet love to u. oh yea, u didnt take the
keys i made u...
emilia, i love u. i miss u. when are u coming out here?
why is it u always avoid it? u messing with my head? is that it? i hope
not, because i love u so much, and that would really hurt.
i miss u emilia,
i love u emilia,
i want to be with u always,
love,
jeffrey

ps, i call u...

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Re: 66*66*10

emilia,
i love u.
jeffrey


"by the time john finished with me" didnt sound too good.

u and these job offers... any in the bay area????

do u mean lucerne:
Lucerne is situated in northern foothills of St. Gotthard Pass, in the
midst of an alpine wonderland. A metropolis of fountains and lights, cafes
and boutiques, Lucerne is a city with a thousand bewitching faces.

i had to go to health center and fill out a waiver form stating that i have
leath insurance that covers me if i go mentally insane, i am serious, cause
if i dint have that coverage, i would need to use the university health
system, but my coverage gives me 30 days of inpatient mental health asylum
coverage.

this was ure horoscope today in teh daily cal;
accent diplomacy, make intelligent concessions to family. domestic
adjustment could include possible change of residence, marital status...

u should move out here babe.
i love u
forever
and ever
and ever

love,
jeffrey


--->An instrument used in surveying, consisting of 100 linked pieces of
iron or steel and measuring 66 feet (20.1 meters). Also called Gunter's
chain.
(from http://www.bartleby.com/61/48/C0224800.html)

--->http://www.gleaden.plus.com/measure.htm#gunters

--->Gunter's Chain,
for land surveying, is so named from Edmund Gunter, its inventor (1581-
1626). It is sixty-six feet long, and divided into one hundred links. As
ten square chains make an acre, it follows that an acre contains 100,000
square links.
According to Gunter. According to measurement by Gunter's chain.
(from http://www.bartleby.com/81/7765.html)

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